As I sat in my house, I began to look
around. As I looked to my left I saw a glass, a light yellowish brown liquid
filling about a quarter of the glass with a few drops of ice, condensation
forming with droplets of water rolling down the edge of the glass onto the
coaster below it. To the right of it there was a cigar, still slowly burning,
almost completely done with ashes all around it in the ash tray. Sadly enough,
I knew it had happened again. The "demon" as I called it had taken
over and done lord knows what. I hate the feeling of never knowing what I've
done the night before.
First thing
I knew, was that I needed to figure out where I was, and how to get back home.
As I began to move, a pain shot through my head and I fell back to the chair. I
slowly placed my hand on my head and began to rub my temples softly. Great I
had a hang over again. I should be used to this pain by now but it took a few
seconds to fully adjust to the lighting and the sound of bass coming from a
speaker somewhere nearby. As I began to slowly move all I could feel was a
painful pounding in the back of my skull as the pounding continued I had to
close my eyes for a moment and let myself breath and focus. I had been hung over
before but this was by far the worst time yet.
Nausea
hit me as I suddenly ran to what appeared to be a nearby bathroom. I was
in luck, as soon as I got in there I found a toilet as I began to puke. It felt
like my innards were being pulled out of me as I began to slowly heave
repeatedly over the toilet. As I finally finished I wiped my mouth and flushed
the toilet then began to rinse my face and mouth to try and help. I got up and
then my jaw dropped. I looked into the hall as everything began to sink in.
Blood was smeared down the walls and it all lead to a woman, beaten, bloodied,
and dead.
This wasn't
the first time this has happened. I have about a fifty percent chance any time
I black out like this to wake up next to someone who's dead. As I gathered my
thought my body had already gone on auto pilot, I began to clean the blood and
wipe everything down with bleach. Soon I wrapped up the body lugging it over to
my car and put the saw and shovel it. It was time to dig. I drove off quickly
down the road, trying to stay quiet and close to the speed limit. If I got
pulled over this could be the end for me. Soon I saw an old familiar dirt road
and began to turn onto it.